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| 04.23.05 (2:18 am) [edit] |
so i was sitting down in the back lounge for "beer o'clock" and i realized that these guys are awesome. I really feel at home with them all. It is apparently a good time in the Fraternity from what I hear from the seniors reflecting. "We're not a sorority any more." Yeah, no more bitching I guess. I look around at these guys and I remember my first impressions of them and as I started to get to know them better. Now when I look at them I see a group of men that I've known what seems longer than just 2 years. I can look past our differences and respect them as diversity. I can look at each man and call him my Brother.
I don't know where my life is going, but I like how I'm going there. What I will do after I graduate is always a merky shadow over my head. Job? Peace Corps? Grad School? I like Neilson's motto: "Drop out now, avoid the rush. Become a bum under the bridge in the park." I guess I'm a little farther than senior government class though. I've gotten myself into college, where it's all up to me. No pressure. I actually enjoy classes germane to my major. (i.e. right now ECE250) We're starting to get into applications and not just theory, and I find myself being fascinated by so much in that class.
Although at the same time, our next paper in Shakespeare really has found the glowing ambers of my love for staging and theatre. I still would love to just get a degree in technical lighting and theatre and move to NYC. As for now, Rose's $ 15M stage will have to do when I can find the time. I love talking to people with the same passions I have. Doing so lets me feel at ease for some reason. Being an engineer is something that fascinates me and I love, but using the other half of my brain is really more passion. I miss seeing beauty in things. Its like American Beauty when the scene of the plastic bag is moving in the wind. We just need to step back and not take things for granted and always try to explain them with some theorems, laws, and formulas. Some things should just be beautiful and left alone.
Thats what bothered me in Shakespeare class today. The way people take a beautiful art produciton and stick a genre on it. Don't try to classify it. Tragedy? Comedy? Tragi-Comedy? Does it matter? Stop analyzing it, just enjoy it. Our whole way of life is starting to corrupt our God-given appreciation for love and beauty.
I have so much going on in my life currently that I've just stepped back to take a look at it all and enjoy this time. This is "the best time of my life" and it won't come again. Whether it's true that it is or is not, doesn't matter. I've chapter ed. stuff, the new class coming in, other Pike stuff, classes not to fail, books to read and essays to write, not to mention my social life ( :D ), my psychological health, and then my physical and neurological health. Slowly things are being checked off the list. Like actually getting a date for the spring class' banquet. Stephanie is awesome!
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